If my ideas survived for so long that I'd get to write all of them on paper, i would be a world famous writer in no time. Also, if I could keep up the interest for some idea, I could get everything done in a moment.
However, I'm not a world famous writer. My texts are just a way to get out of this shell i call stress. All my writings have something I adore in them, and all my texts are unique: there aren't any copies of them and only I know what will happen in them in the future.
My texts are parts of my soul. They are precious to me, no matter how much I think they suck.